I think you know what I'm getting at.

Uh oh. I'm falling into another fad. The Twilight fad. I saw the movie with Abbey and got interested. I started reading the books. I definitely read the first two books in 4 days. Ooopsies! Normally that would be fine, but the next three weeks of school are going to be rough. I was supposed to get a lot of school work done over this break, and I haven't done much. It is a break, so I really am not being too hard on myself :)

They are really good so far! I think I'm gonna have to wait until winter break to read the last two...

Peace out brah.

Wouldn't that save you?

I miss Jake, a lot. I know it's cheesy, but I just feel at home when I with him. So, when we're not together I feel like I'm just a visitor somewhere. Always waiting to get home and be myself again. I really haven't felt myself lately. That isn't to say that I need to be around Jake to feel like myself, but when we're away from each other for a long time (like normal) I just don't feel relaxed. It's like I'm always waiting for something. Waiting for peace and happiness. But it's weird because the opposite isn't unhappiness, it's just different. Strange. Maybe I'm crazy. Oh well. I just miss him. I need to keep distracting myself....

I'm not normally this cheesy, but I think I deserve at least one post about my relationship. so there.

No excuse for a wasted life

Lightly falling through a whisper of sky.
It's the weight of the world, I know.

I take myself too seriously.

I've been freaking out about finding an internship for the spring, a job for post-degree, and about other things that don't require so much worrying. But I'm learning. Don't take myself too seriously. I'll find an internship and a job. It will all work out.

One thing I can take seriously: a mouse. In my apartment. Not ok. Jake saw it run under the fridge last night and we (Abbey, Jake and I) were freaking out. Luckily we haven't seen or heard the little guy since, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed until Monday that he stays silent and hidden. On Monday we'll get the management to send in an exterminator, because mice do not belong in my apartment.

Jake was here the past 5 days :) We had so much fun, and I feel more relaxed about everything. Yay! It was nice to have him here. Now I'm excited for Dec. 28th! and next weekend to see Greg and then Dec. 19th to see my fam.

Peace out brah.

En Avant

I'm thinking about getting a tattoo. Yeah, crazy. But I've wanted to get one for awhile. I just didn't know what I would get. Nothing is really that significant to me. Anyway thanks to Wikipedia, I've figured it out. "En Avant." It means forward in French. It's the motto for MPLS and I used to model for Avant Studios (well, I took classes there but the modeling didn't work out so well). And I like what it means. Now I just have to figure out where/what color. I was thinking my wrist because I basically ruled out all the other options. A lighter color would be better. Maybe light blue or pink. I'm not sure. I would do black, but I don't want it to be so noticeable.

Oh geez, choices choices. Any suggestions?