Friday, November 21, 2008

Wouldn't that save you?

I miss Jake, a lot. I know it's cheesy, but I just feel at home when I with him. So, when we're not together I feel like I'm just a visitor somewhere. Always waiting to get home and be myself again. I really haven't felt myself lately. That isn't to say that I need to be around Jake to feel like myself, but when we're away from each other for a long time (like normal) I just don't feel relaxed. It's like I'm always waiting for something. Waiting for peace and happiness. But it's weird because the opposite isn't unhappiness, it's just different. Strange. Maybe I'm crazy. Oh well. I just miss him. I need to keep distracting myself....

I'm not normally this cheesy, but I think I deserve at least one post about my relationship. so there.

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